[He'd been the witness to his father orchestrating his own death because he'd become so broken down and tired of life. It didn't get much more self-sabotage than that. Just remembering that was enough to get the tears to spill over. He swipes fiercely at them with one hand, trying to get them under control.
He turns his head and looks up sharply at Athlestan when he trails off. He doesn't have a lot of patience right now and is in no mood for guessing games.]
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Date: 2018-01-17 08:02 am (UTC)[He'd been the witness to his father orchestrating his own death because he'd become so broken down and tired of life. It didn't get much more self-sabotage than that. Just remembering that was enough to get the tears to spill over. He swipes fiercely at them with one hand, trying to get them under control.
He turns his head and looks up sharply at Athlestan when he trails off. He doesn't have a lot of patience right now and is in no mood for guessing games.]
Didn't know what?